A Little Upset!

Ok, so I got my book in the mail about the diet for PCOS. I was so excited to get it after reading about it online. So, I started reading it this weekend and I was getting really excited about it. It sounded like something new and great and I was learning alot. The more I read though, the more the book started contradicting itself. Finally I was so confused, I got to the diet part. Like what I could eat and couldn't eat. Let me tell you, I am so mad! The whole time the book made it sound like you could still eat a wide range of foods and that it was meant to be on a budget. That it would just teach me a better way of eating. But NOOOOOO! It's what they call a "hunter-gatherer" diet. Which basically means, if I couldn't find it in the woods basically, or hunt it and kill it, I can't eat it! What the? Oh, and everything has to be 'organic'. I'm sorry, but I feel like organic stuff is a bunch of crap to rip people off. I mean, I know they don't use pestisides and all that, and if I could afford it, I might have a different opinion. But I'm not going to pay $3 more for that tiny head of 'non-pesticide' lettuce, when I can get this nice big one for half the price! I mean, seriously. People have been eating non-organic food for years and personally, I would rather not have bugs on my food, so I would rather it be sprayed. I wash it anyway, ya know? So that's not even it. I can't eat peanut butter, any type of carb that's not in something like an apple that I can't do anything about, no dairy! They say that milk is designed for baby cows and not humans and it has no health benefits! Are you kidding me? How about calcium for your bones, hair, nails, etc? Basically, the knowledge part is great, but I can find all that info online. I don't need to pay $40 for someone to tell me I need to eat like an organic flower child! I can cut back on my carbs, eat more fruits and veggies and exercise more all by myself, and not pay a fortune for it! Anyway, I guess I'm more dissappointed than anything. I was really hoping this would be the answer I was looking for. I was willing to work hard for it, but I'm not going to make myself unhappy by never eating ANYTHING! I was on a diet like that once. It worked, but I only lasted about 3 days. I cried every day because all I could eat was lettuce, tuna and chicken, oh and egg whites with no salt. Yum. I know that probably makes me sound like a baby, but I just can't handle only eating stuff like that. Let alone, afford all this organic food. I do much better when I just excersise, drink lots of water and just cut out most of the junk food. I'm much happier because I don't feel like a big fat failure if I eat a piece of cake once in a while, ya know? Oh well, hopefully I can get a refund. Luckily my sweet husband loves me just the way I am. He is so supportive. So we will both just have to be patient and stick to it while I get healthy the old fashioned way. I guess there is no easy answer. I'm still motivated though, and I'm still going to get healthier, so wish me luck!